You may appear to be very straight and masculine, but you don't feel that way inside. You may look quite feminine to others. You have a high voice, flailing hands, campy behavior, gigling a lot, and to others you appear immature. It doesn't matter. Whoever you are, whatever you look like or how you behave, everything changes when Jesus takes hold of your life. You'll have a glow on your face, a gentleness in your voice, a joy in your heart, and a peacefulness like you've never had before. The Holy Spirit has taken over your outward appearance and your inner life. The nine fruit of Christ are making you a new man.

The fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, humility and self-control. Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep following the Spirit. Galatians 5:22-25

How pleasing to the Father you are. You have journeyed hard. You're an Overcomer. You're His child with Same-sex Attraction, but when you stand before the Father and the Lord Jesus Christ, nothing else matters, they pour out Their love on you. Even now, They are providing for you and protecting you under the power of the Holy Spirit. The Holy Three of the Trinity are speaking to each other of your courage and perseverance. You are overcoming sin, the world, the enemy, and the flesh. Jesus will embrace you with great love. What admiration and rejoicing there will be in heaven over you. Even now your life has changed and is showing many blessings. You are Their Beloved. "YOU ARE MY BELOVED SON, AND I AM SO PLEASED WITH YOU." the Father says, and Jesus will remind you that you have fulfilled His Word:

I say to you that likewise there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine just persons who need no repentance. Luke 15:7

Everyone born of God overcomes the world. This is the victory that has overcome the world, even our faith. Who is it that overcomes the world? Only the one who believes that Jesus is the Son of God.
1 John 5:4-5

Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good. Romans 12:21  

In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world. John 16:33

I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief! Mark 9:24

To him who overcomes I will give to eat from the tree of life, which is in the midst of the Paradise of God. Revelation 2:7  

He who overcomes shall not be hurt by the second death. Revelation 2:11

To him who overcomes I will give some of the hidden manna to eat. And I will give him a white stone, and on the stone a new name written which no one knows except him who receives it. Revelation 2:17

And he who overcomes, and keeps My works until the end, to him I will give power over the people. Revelation 2:26

He who overcomes shall be clothed in white garments, and I will not blot out his name from the Book of Life; but I will confess his name before My Father and before His angels. Revelation 3:5

He who overcomes, I will make him a pillar in the temple of My God, and he shall go out no more. I will write on him the name of My God and the name of the city of My God, the New Jerusalem, which comes down out of heaven from My God. And I will write on him My new name. Revelation 3:12

To him who overcomes I will grant to sit with Me on My throne, as I also overcame and sat down with My Father on His throne. Revelation 3:21

After these things I looked, and behold, a great multitude which no one could number, of all nations, tribes, peoples, and tongues, standing before the throne and before the Lamb, clothed with white robes, with palm branches in their hands. Then one of the elders answered, saying to me, “Who are these arrayed in white robes, and where did they come from?” and I said to him, “Sir, you know.” So he said to me, “These are the ones who come out of the great tribulation, and washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb. Revelation 7:9,13-14.

Therefore we also, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us. Hebrews 12:1

Oh, how pleased is the Trinity with you.